Feeling Alone
Feeling Alone
I don't know why I wrote this song
I don't know where I went wrong
Feeling Alone
Where did I go wrong?
Feeling Alone
Yeah
I'm depressed and I'm a mess
Bleached my hair, nothing but a regress
Was in a mental hospital
These memories come up when it's dark, soft and subtle
I'd pay to be Jim Carey in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
But I'm stuck being Steven in a world of wanting to self crime
Interstellar rhyme
This shit barely passes time
I wish god would just give me a sign
It's 6:66 in my head
You won't find me outside, I'm in my bed
Demons are laying beside me, holding me hostage and they want me dead
I wish I got to hear the last words he said
Yeah
I wish people would've told me things wouldn't have worked out
But because of that, I'm sitting here feeling bad for always showing my mom and sister doubt
You mother fuckers act like I don't hear you sluts fuckin about
Fuck you slut, I can do without
Its 6:66 in my head, I'm high and wheezing
Can't move my head, unless I'm sneezing
These kids open up to be messed with
This shits nothin but expected
I'm finding my love through my lyrics
I hope you hear this
I hate you, and I'm saying it with smokin mirrors
You fucking these dudes for clout
And I'm smoking to smoke us out
Yeah
What's the point in doing this rap shit?
Nobody pays attention and nobody wants to hear this
You really find out the real versus the fake
For god fucking sake
Someone pull the chair from beneath my feet, this is my fuckin fate
Here, remember the time and date
It's 6:66 and above
He's watching from above
Nothing I ever did was enough
I don't think anything I do will be good enough
What really is love?
Well I love the people I've met and none of them know me
I want to kill myself, homie
Something you and I gotta deal with
And I know you won't be there, just plead the fifth
It's about time I shut the world out because fuck these people never asking about my day
I'm picking up the world and throwing it out today
I hope you feel my fuckin' pain
Feeling Alone
I don't know why I wrote this song
I don't know where I went wrong
Feeling Alone
Where did I go wrong?
Feeling Alone