If I Lose

If I lose another friend
Because I promised I would never give em up again
Because I thought I was funny when I'm drunk as hell
And thought ain't not big deal with one night in a prison cell
In a prison cell

And if I move up to Greenland
Just to avoid to have to deal with the rest of the band
I might try to catch my inner peace with bare hands
And fuck it up like I fuck up everything I'm touching
That I am touching

And if I choose to remain
I guess I'll have to make peace with the human being I am
I might confuse stars and satellites
But I think it's clear as fuck
About whose damn fault it is if we're all swimming in this shit we're in

And I used to call you when I was shitfaced in some creepy bar at 3am
You said you were sad about the way that I'm turning
But babe that's the only way I've ever been
I've ever been

And if I snoozed on aging
I honestly thought it would be easier on me
You see the booze dripping on my chin
Well that's the only thing
That helps me keep going
Baby let's go grab a glass and go with the flow