A N G E L S

Angels round my head Imma call it a halo
Heavenly appointment, fresh like Robert Dinero
I been stacking all this green like I'm counting the payroll
Never get involved unless they send you a memo
I'm spending too much time focused on the wrong shit
I'm losing my mind my sanity is counterfiet
I been stacking all this green
Tell me what this all means
I still feel lonely
Still feel lonely
Thinking out the box
And I'm sipping on that grey goose
When it comes to nightmares
I feel like I get loose
You win some
You lose some
But I live
To feel numb
My vexes
Are reckless
My symptoms
Are careless
My head
Is not on straight
I'll lose it at this rate
Im feeling
And dealing
Emotions
Im Stealin.
And I feel so helpless
I feel like I need rest
My head keeps me up
While my body wants destress
Never thought letting go
Of situations
Would be so hard
I live in tribulations
I used to be the villain
With my instigating
Now im moving different
Im the healer In this operation
Steady in my contemplation
Aint no place for meditation
Put me on the medication
Put my brain on that vacation
Put me on that plane
To get away from my pain
Im sick of this feeling
Im sick of this rain
I just want some clear skies
So I can see the sun
The rain just subsides
But the sorrows just begun
I been spinning in this feeling
And I think I need some adderal
Im losing my composure
My head bouncing off the wall
ONE TWO
I don't have regrets
I just have flaws I live with
If you think youre different
Shocker
Well get this
We all aint different
We one in the same
You think you're special
You might be insane
Yeah I'm losing my marbles
On the hard wood floor
Jaw dropped
To the core
I can't take it anymore
My skin is melting off of my skeleton
Disguise the lies youre selling em
My pockets lined with cheese
Like the closet was an atm
Im paradoxical
Im out the box
Im called a problem
People talking on my name
Like id be lost without em
Disconnection always find the way to be a solvent
When my problems turning nuclear
And people are psychotic
I don't like you anyways
I don't like you anyways
I don't like you anyways
I don't like you anyways
Im antisocial
I don't like the connection
Of me and other people
Except my baby one exception
I like being home
To see the same walls
To watch the time pass
To see the spiders crawl
Except from time to time
I start to wonder something more
Is this the life I live
Or will I find out something more
Is this what im bound
Or will I find out something more
I really fucking hope
That I'll find something more
But here I go again
Turn myself
To a catastrophe
If I die and go to hell
The demons will just laugh at me
Wallowing and pity
Are some things that I don't like
Yet I find myself in it
And I chip away like frost bite
Angels round my head Imma call it a halo
Heavenly appointment, fresh like Robert Dinero
I been stacking all this green like I'm counting the payroll
Never get involved unless they send you a memo
I'm spending too much time focused on the wrong shit
I'm losing my mind my sanity is counterfiet
I been stacking all this green
Tell me what this all means
I still feel lonely
Still feel lonely