Dearly Departed

I lost people that won't never leave my heart
And I lost a lot of people say that I ain't play my part
Same people who was shining but they left me in the dark
They tried to run me to the ground, now they watching me depart

Phajia had a open casket but I couldn't leave my seat
I couldn't let that be the last time that me and you would meet
I don't even remember the last time that me and you had speak
I think you said congratulations on my second boy to be
How did you go down before me?
You wasn't even in the streets
You the last person I thought that I'd see, on a tee
Now I call my baby sister all the time just to speak
You crushed Van I don't know what I'd do if it was me

I lost people that won't never leave my heart
And I lost a lot of people say that I ain't play my part
Same people who was shining but they left me in the dark
They tried to run me to the ground, now they watching me depart
Teachers told me I was bright but they ain't know I was a star
Cause I was skipping thru the halls and they ain't think I'd make it far
I'ma keep the love real if you show me who you are
Cause I lost a lot of people I won't get to see at all

I was with my grandmother like the night before she passed
Laid up in the hospital, still ain't let me get a pass
She was on her deathbed, but still ain't let me see her crash
Hugger her goodnight, kissed her cheek, but I ain't know that'd be the last
Kamira was my sister soon as I met her we just clicked
Thank you for all of the meals and the pills when I was sick
Always fifty deep behind her, I ain't think it'd end like this
Then I had to get that phone call from Rixx
I miss you DannyBoy I still be thinking it's my fault
Having you out late at night and breakin' law
I was always teaching you to never speak on what you saw
But I ain't teach you how to make that money do a somersault
All our days is numbered feel like we was wasting time
We was making memories but never saved a dime
Chancing penitentiary but ran out of time
I hope you know that all the time I just wish I could rewind

I lost people that won't never leave my heart
And I lost a lot of people say that I ain't play my part
Same people who was shining but they left me in the dark
They tried to run me to the ground, now they watching me depart
Teachers told me I was bright but they ain't know I was a star
Cause I was skipping thru the halls and they ain't think I'd make it far
I'ma keep the love real if you show me who you are
Cause I lost a lot of people I won't get to see at all