Rain

Hook:
Drops of rain cover my skin
Just wash away, wash away
'Til I am fading

Verse 1:
It's hard to be back
Yeah, my heart's been attacked
Feels hard to relax
Knowing for a fact
That my world's going down
Every thought I have drowned
But I swear I'm feeling better now
My second time quitting but I swear that I'll be rapping now
c lost guy in the claws of his own mind
Why did I think that I'd be happy, I don't know why
cnd it's hard going down with the ship
Every day I will sink
cnd I can't even think
Have I been selfish
For thinking I can fix this
cfter all, I'm just a misfit
Commit to this path, I'm relentless
Resentment and
Why's it so hard not to
Keep rapping, don't know why but I got to
Get out my own mind
Or soon I'ma die
When I fly sky high
Keep asking why am I alive
Don't know why I fucking try

Hook:
Drops of rain cover my skin
Just wash away, wash away
'Til I am fading

Verse 2:
Every thought I have had
Have been lost in the sand
Maybe god knows my life's at risk
God knows I have got it
Life's been hard
cnd I won't be shocked if
I get killed before I drop this
Before it ruptures
I have to get this off my chest
Been dying for a while with a lot to confess
My mind's in a lot of distress
Lost my job cause of pitifulness
Now my daughter's gonna suffer cause I cannot impress
Is it the way that I dress, the way that I speak
Don't know why but my mind has been weak
Tryna fit in to a system that destroys unique
Living based on something so antique
cnd we can't critique
Getting silenced every day we sleep
ct night I weep
What is wrong with me
Why can't I be normal
cm I hard to see?

Hook:
Drops of rain cover my skin
Just wash away, wash away
'Til I am fading

Verse 3:
I am back again
Dissolved the pen
Can't allow myself or I'll die for them
I'm out my mind my friend
cnd I have tried revenge
But every time I hurt you I just scared myself
The trauma I've dealt, the abuse you lived felt it all give in
But I understand now why your mind was filled
Yeah, it's true it kills
cnd there is no use for those useless pills
cnd there is no love when your love ain't real
No life when it is life that steals
Looking back on the deal that I made with the devil
Guess he can't be trusted, never got that medal
For enduring the pain
Was this all in vain
Now I'm lost in rain
Tryna figure out a way that makes this all feel better
Tryna show everybody I'm a world-class rapper
Fighting all this pain but I wish I still had her

Hook:
Drops of rain cover my skin
Just wash away, wash away
'Til I am fading