Suffering Will Shroud Every Sign of Happiness

Hope has drifted from my reach
And each day feels so endless
Every breath feels so exhausting

Happiness has died the moment
everyone abandoned me
To be shut out in the cold
With no ounce of warmth to be found
I'm left to find false closure
In a room of utter blackness

And with everything they say
Is another laceration in my memory
I bleed like my heart once did
And now that suffering has shrouded
every single sign of happiness
I'll rot alone

Grab the knife
Take the pills
Grab a plastic bag
Life isn't worth living
I'll only fail again
Happiness is dead
It's ending now