Golden (Soul Food)

[verse 1]
If it's me against you then bless
If it's me against me then I might fall short
If you can't see that I'm one of the best that’s peak
What the fuck you got eyeballs for?
Man said he wanna put a knife in me
Makes sense, everybody saying I’m top draw
Me, I’m like 5 foot 10, if she took 6 inches then I’m not 5 foot 4

Either addicted to love or addicted to her but we're far from junkies
Don’t ask, yeah I'm comfy
I play When The Sun Goes Down like Arctic Monkeys
Trust me, she ain’t gotta trust me
Wake up thinking she loves me
Her lingerie leaves me dead in my tracks
Not the first time I've been stopped by undies

Something like Marley & Me, I cried when I first heard back I'd Rather You Cheat
That hurt me, sad but actually certi
Nickname turns when a barman serve me
Me and that barman serving my date
Got something in common we both wanna make her a Pornstar
Hotel room, 4 star
That's hardly a fish out of water

You man are sheep, this is lamb slaughter
My notes page works as a hand warmer
That's factual... automatically cold
And I don't need manual
Nah, I don’t need analogue
I'd pay some serious money to stumble across my catalogue
Gyal a got more than a tuck I’ve spat a lot
I stay zipped so I get to the bag a lot

Man I’m at least in top 2
When I bar like this man will nod their head like it was illegal not to
Tappin' their feet impromptu
Blow, man, I got to
Over the top yutes
If you know what you want nobody can stop you
Trust me, work on yourself, say 'fuck you'
Then watch how the money can buck you

If I explain myself then it wouldn't make sense
I’ve never once worried 'bout talking to women or worried I wouldn't make friends
Think I'm just easily stressed
I start running from things when they making me tense
The constant feeling of letting myself down
Friday comes and I'm letting my health down...
That hardly a turn of events

I haven't had a beer in like 3 days
Maybe I'll drink like 15 Estrellas
Swear that bitch need propellers
Way that she after the chopper
Not gonna stop her
If a girl does me dirty, minor, i block her
G to the bag like high school locker
Dirty eye will clock her
Notice the hate, but I’m vibing proper

[verse 2]
I heard this beat and I said don't tempt me
Just wanna write when my heart feels empty
Don't ever tell me to post on my stories
I give you stories, i give you diary entries
Different
You thought this was fiction? Isn't
My flaws ain’t hidden I spit them
4K, high definition
So when you hear those words I live them

Sometimes in life it's all good to just take a minute, man
Just sit down.. re-evaluate
Your anxiety is lying to you!
Stop listening to your brain all the time and listen to your soul
You know who you are
Just take a minute I promise

[Melody]
I've been away to say
Away to say
When life is hard remember your golden
Think of your soul
And get away from your head