I Feel Fire

A life I couldn’t wrap my head around
Answers I never found, the world that I pulled down

I’m overwhelmed, and my voice is shaking
I fear I’m lost
I’m on my own, and my hands are shaking
I’m not here at all

I found hope. I found a road out
But I let go, now I’m left to wonder

I feel fire, it's fueling my doubt
My demon is found, burning me out
I thought I’d never walk this path again
One slip in and I’m wearing thin
There isn’t strength in me for this, at my weakest

Feel fire burning and killing me slow
How can I stay sane when I'm drowning in these flames?
How can I keep safe when this poison brings me pleasure and pain?

When my vision clears, and I find myself
My heart beating in my ears, to remind myself:
That nothing is certain
I’m only scratching the surface
Nothing easy is worth it
So just give me the courage

I feel fire, it's fueling my doubt
My demon is found, burning me out
I thought I’d never walk this path again
One slip in and I’m wearing thin
There isn’t strength in me for this, at my weakest