Out Worn

So sweet when you wanna be
But you don't really care about me
If you did you would let me breathe
But you don't even try
Not the girl that you thought I'd be
My make up stains on your white tees
Bite my nails 'til my fingers bleed
And I can't always hide

And I feel stupid now
Keeping you around
And you don't know me now
I think you don't know how

You made your love like a forest fire
I wanted someone to keep me warm
You were the difference after a while
I'm sick of living in the eye of the storm
I want the feeling of being admired
You only taught me to be out worn
This ain't the love that I had desired
I'm sick of living in your eyes

So sweet when you wanna be
I almost thought you cared 'bout me
But you got off when you watched me sink
Drowning in a lie
And you remind me of my dad
He'd throw me straws that break my back
You know just how to make me mad
It's almost like you try

And I'm just sick and tired
Of feeling undesired
'Cause you don't love me now
I think you don't know how

You made your love like a forest fire
I wanted someone to keep me warm
You were the difference after a while
I'm sick of living in the eye of the storm
I want the feeling of being admired
You only taught me to be out worn
This ain't the love that I had desired
I'm sick of living in your eyes