sO, I am learning

I was afraid for so long
I would cripple myself
And attach myself
To any thought that scared me
I wanted to feel sick
I wanted to feel sad and destroyed
And hurt by everything
I couldn't something wouldn't let me
My heart gave in
A smile came to my face
I opened up
I don't know what it is that made me feel this way
But it just happened
And I know theres so much
Fucking terrible shit happening right now
But its okay
Its okay
You're love
You're loved
We are capable
Of being better
We are capable of taking care
Of the people who need care
Of accepting
Grieving
Opening
Moving on
Hurting again
Everything flips
The whole world flips
Theres no more time theres nothing else
We're just here
The sky covers me
The clouds roll
Down my throat
I am craving your love
I am craving your love
I'm craving your love
I'm craving