help (DECREPIT)

Piece me up and see what I feel
Pick me up from seas and feel nothing at all
Cancel all of my plans
And just sink in fear
Irony in dance
Fall down my dear
Break down just for me
I'll go gray for my greed
Carefully arranged
Declined body I paint
Piece me up and see what i feel
Pick me up from seas and feel nothing at all
Try to ask for help
But I tape my own mouth
And I destroy myself
Throw out all I ate
Maybe I just want to faint
Painting pictures in my head
Check if I reach dread
Dead hand cripples on my neck
Play, huh, heart feels too red, uh
Led to-day on my second check, yuh
And again it feels so heavy, uh
I can't, I want to be bold
Nothing grows old
Invade my skins
Colors, deaf-feel no-things
(Skins, colors, deaf-feel no-things)
Dark trees get no release
Please, please just get some sleep
Throw out all I ate
Today keep it like this rate, huh
Drown me out
Pour out sound
Nothing, nothing comes out
Please get some sleep and just
Help