Too Much

[Verse 1]
I’ve been on the edge
Feeling what is it at the end
How life makes me feels like there’s nothing
When you don’t have friends and family to talk to
Feeling Trapped in this closed room
Crying in the shower can’t escape this doom
Hide those tears so it washes off
Hoping the pain will drown off
Hoping it gets better
Might go for late jog if the weather
Changes to that rain
Changes that pain
Make me feel something again
I have this girl that I like
But I don’t know if she changed her strips
Is she gonna put a nigga though hell
Or is she gonna be that one to make the day go by
You know when you have butterflies
I’ve been called a parasite
And you know their right
I don’t deserve the things that money can buy
I just want a new mind
A clear and healthier one this time
I need redemption That feeling right
Time and after time I talk to god on just why
When I’m a good guy who’s made mistakes
Please have mercy in your name amen

[Chorus]
Cause I’ve been thinking about this (too much)
Crying under the pillow (too much)
Stressing over (too much)
Losing someone (too much)
Being alone (too much)
I wanna end it it’s (too much)
Too Much (too much) Too Much (too much)

Cause I’ve been thinking about this (too much)
Crying under the pillow (too much)
Stressing over (too much)
Losing someone (too much)
Being alone (too much)
I wanna end it it’s (too much)
Too Much (too much) Too Much (too much)

[Verse 2]
I don’t know who loves me
I feel unloved and lonely
I can’t go out the door And see
I fear my life I fear having company
Too much betrayal too much ingenuity
I can’t go though this all again
I’ve already buried too many dead friends
Too much pain to reap
Too much pain to sleep
Have you ever been scared you can’t wake up?
Feel the body but everything is black
I’m too scared to go back
I’m too scared to reach a hand
I’m too lost
I’m too much of a man
Too even understand How life can be so sad?

[Chorus]
Cause I’ve been thinking about this (too much)
Crying under the pillow (too much)
Stressing over (too much)
Losing someone (too much)
Being alone (too much)
I wanna end it it’s (too much)
Too Much (too much) Too Much (too much)

Cause I’ve been thinking about this (too much)
Crying under the pillow (too much)
Stressing over (too much)
Losing someone (too much)
Being alone (too much)
I wanna end it it’s (too much)
Too Much (too much) Too Much (too much)