Convalesce (Intro)

[Verse]
I love you and that’s all that matters
People don’t know that and it’s all about the chatter
Niggas fuck with me till they used me
They turn on me until they have the right opportunity
To stress me out have me out
Tear me down throw words to put me down
Put me down like a dog or just killing me softly
They would rather do behind the scenes to not bother me
It takes awhile to you find the real in real
Takes you awhile to find what can kill kill
Blame me as I’m the leader of the things
But they never know what the leadership brings
They petty their energy to think they better in reality
But it’s all in their dreams
I go to church Just to find some vibey verse
Maybe one day I can find the multiverse
Be done with this universe and find me some traverse
I got a lot to say but people don’t care about shit
People wanna be selfish and get lit
I’ve had too many hard times to realise this ain’t it
If I knew love I would of felt it
Instead I’m just sucking on her tit and clit and be done with it
Too many excuses and this bitch thinks she can overpower me
She don’t know the half of me
She don’t know what crazy shit that comes out of me
How can you fakes be so obsessed
How does time never amend in your head
Why do you feel the best cure for people is death?
Why do you turn around when people come with the facts
Why do you retaliate when shit gets bad
You knew me for years but it’s like I’ve only known you for like never and that’s sad
Shit man I didn’t know this shit can have a relapse
I’m just stay away from the drugs but I still keep it by my side
Keeps me feeling high
Keeps me away from those shitty nights
People just assume I’m full of life
But I’m actually dark inside
Broken and bitter I can’t define
This is just the intro and your not even past first track
I got more to say and that’s facts
People think I just quit and that’s wack
I enjoy this for me not for you fake rats
Do things that you do for you not for everyone
And you’ll realise how easy things can come
I miss you with all my heart and I’m still on delivered
But you know theirs not a day that goes by when I think of ya
It’s another He said and she said shit
I’m getting really tired of this petty shit
Fucks up my aura and I can think for shit
It’s always me cleaning up this shit
Always the middle man but I’m left in the middle of this shit
This is just a freestyle and I’m not even done with this shit
I can see what that negative energy brings
You think your slick but I can feel the knife weighing behind down on me with things
It’s always ask me but never how am I
And shit do I really have friends by my side?