Beautiful Day

I will not waste away my day today
So I'll go outside and take my pain with me
I take a minute just to brighten up I breathe in deep and taking my thoughts and doubts away
I want to feel and won't be running away
I decide to feel like it's a beautiful day
And you been on my mind still
Praying that the time will heal, will heal

Need to cut you off of my mind cause our production's in post
You been a stepping stone to me and made feel like I'm home
Shit I was twenty years old, young dumb naïve
I had work to do, understand all my means
I been at war with self, breaking all twigs and leaves just to get stem of tree
In all honesty I just been begging please
I wrote my mom a letter, hoping my dad would pree
I had my scars covering insecurities

I will not waste away my day today
So I'll go outside and take my pain with me
I take a minute just to brighten up I breathe in deep and taking my thoughts and doubts away
I want to feel and won't be running away
I decide to feel like it's a beautiful day
And you been on my mind still
Praying that the time will heal, will heal

I'm sentimental bout some shit that didn't last
About right that I left, cause now my life in effect
I see my friends more, less bored and sitting at home
I been outside doing shit like forgetting my phone
Now where the fuck is it?

I'm trying to learn from what we had
All the things that you said
I went ahead and processed
but I don't like to hang in the past so I take it with me to the moment
Real enjoyment
Thank you

I will not waste away my day today
So I'll go outside and take my pain with me
I take a minute just to brighten up I breathe in deep and taking my thoughts and doubts away
I want to feel and won't be running away
I decide to feel like it's a beautiful day
And you been on my mind still
Praying that the time will heal, will heal