Perfect

Yeah some people like me are just destined
To fuck up everything that we mess with
If I was made as a joke
I don’t get it
Missed the call
But I guess I got the message
Usually I fall too hard
I’m addicted to pain
And if the world’s on fire
I’ll be swimmin’ in flames yeah
‘Cause I’m too impatient to wait for change

I know I’m far from perfect
But I know I can make it work
I know I can make it work

Feels like I’m crazy
Everybody knows my name
But I don’t even know mine lately
Going insane
Weighing heavy on my brain
But I don’t even know my name

This a story bout a ID crisis
Used to think my only future was the nightshift
Brain on ADHD autopilot
And through it all
Somehow I kept smiling
I can never find the right words to say
Only a handful of family ever sees my face
But I’m only human
Don’t we all make mistakes

I’m drowning in my head again
And my thoughts don’t want me to win
They show compassion
Made of plastic
And I don’t want my life to be a tragedy
But I’d rather be dead
Than a skeleton
Dreaming bout’ the things that he couldn’t be

I know I’m far from perfect
But I know I can make it work
I know I can make it work
(Feels like I’m crazy)
I know I’m far from perfection
(Feels like I’m going insane)
But I know I can make it work

Feels like I’m crazy
Everybody knows my name
Going insane
Weighing heavy on my brain