(Bonus Track) 808s & Mental pain

808s and mental pain (And heartbreaks)
I've had tons of heartbreaks
I think i need to take a break, I got too much on my mind
Too much stress that's building inside
I wish I could change (I really wish I could)
I wish I could change
I've been thinking back to the mental hospital
I felt so small, I felt so little
All alone in a room full of people
But i just want you to hold me
I can't go back no not through there, I've been through hell everyday
My mind is gone deteriorating, I'm hearing voices everyday
Feeling down feeling broken
But to my family i'm the one that's outspoken
Demons inside they eating my mind
I'm getting so tired of all this crying
I'm desensitized, think i'm losing my mind
I'm hearing voices, don't think i'm alright
Please some time to repair myself it's not you it is I
I can't go back, I can't go back oh no no
And my mind is cold it's like it's frozen with snow
I tried to take my own life, but i'm still here to show you all my light
I'm so glad that I didn't have to die
Now i'm here to show my light
Now i'm here
Now i'm here to show my brights
Visitation was the hardest
Only had a few minutes of family talking
It reminded me of my dad when he was in the cell
I was on the other side going through hell
But i was still a artist, so I was in there writing rhymes and free-styling
Getting my flow together so when I got home
I could make every single song in my dome, and then I got out and I made a fucking poem
808s and mental pain
808s and mental pain
808s and mental pain
808s and mental pain
808s and mental pains
808s and mental pain