Perishable

Where do I find
Who I long to be this time
Cause i've tried
But I can't feel anymore
So tell me if you want me around right now
Cause I can't breathe, can't sleep, can't eat, can't see whats right in front of me
Oh I wanna leave
I wanna leave
I'm sick of drowning myself in my own melancholy thoughts
And please don't try to help
I'm getting tired of dragging you down
And i've tried everything but still its getting hard to be with myself
So i'll just hold my breath
I know things cannot last like this
Oh i'd trade anything
To make them all forget about me
I'd be free to leave
And i'd hurt no one but me
I'm sick of drowning myself in my own melancholy thoughts
And please don't try to help
I'm getting tired of dragging you down
And i've tried everything but still its getting hard to be with myself
So i'll just hold my breath
I know things cannot last like this
Cannot last like this