Man(ic)

Perhaps I've overstayed my welcome
All the voices in my head said the party's over, it's time to go
I know I've overpaid my ransom time and time again
But my captors still won't leave me alone
Well I never meant to make it this far
I pawned all this borrowed time that I've been living on, so long
Know I'll make my momma cry with this song, hold on
If they play this at my funeral
I've collected all these scars, kept tears like they're souvenirs
I've got stains inside my heart, I can't wash away those years
I know I'm not supposed to be here, my end was always near
The only man I ever feared, I see him clear
That's the man(ic) in the mirror
It's the man(ic) in the mirror
I thought I'd die when I was younger
The monsters underneath my bed haunted me enough to take me home
So many nights I'd cry and wonder
If they'd ever fix me, cause I'm all alone in this hospital
Well I never meant to take it this far
I pawned all this borrowed time that I've been living on, so long
Tell my parents that I'm sorry for this song, but I'm here
That alone is beautiful
I've collected all these scars, kept tears like they're souvenirs
I've got stains inside my heart, I can't wash away those years
I know I'm not supposed to be here, my end was always near
The only man I ever feared, I see him clear
That's the man(ic) in the mirror
Well I never meant to make it this far
I thought life was over before it ever got its start, I was wrong
Took my health, but they couldn't take my heart, should be gone
I'm alive, ain't it beautiful
I've collected all these scars, kept tears like they're souvenirs
I've got stains inside my heart, I can't wash away those years
I know I'm not supposed to be here, my end was always near
The only man I ever feared, I see him clear
That's the man(ic) in the mirror