Awkward

You can sit there with that look on your face
I can tell that you think that I'm a waste, but to be honest I'm getting sick of the taste you left on my pillow case
You left
I have been there for you all along
We dropped out and I think that something went wrong
Have you felt it?
I've felt this for far too long
Maybe it's all your fault or we're both wrong
You don't know what I'm thinking
You're not here inside my bed
Keep your awkward looks and all the time you took
And stay out of my head
Standing here now I guess there's not much to say
I wish I had known that you'd end up just playing games
Maybe it's right and it's just the price that I pay
I'm drowning in time and space
I left
Maybe it's just the rushing pace, maybe the way my mind would race
You said you never could replace; there's proof we both lied face to face
Of all the effort, ties that bind; of all the truth turned into lies
Stay the fuck out of my mind