This Pain

I just heard you're with somebody new
someone I have never known before
I bet she's prettier than me
she is just what you need
ever since I heard the news
my body hasn't left the floor
this hurts real deep
what kind of hurting is this
how do I stop this pain
tell me how long this will take
I wish you would've seen me when you left
maybe you'd think of all my love
and that will make you wanna stay as far as I remember
I was always tryna be the best for you
but I still won't be good enough for you
if you told me I'd try harder for you
but I still won't be good enough for you
I used up all my love for you to lie and not for me
I guess you didn't mean
when you said I'd die for you to live
cause you're the one who kills me
with your lies lies after lies
so many times I didn't know was I stupid
begging for you on my knees
I wish you would have seen me when you left
baby you think of all my love
and I will make you wanna stay as far as I remember
I was always tryna be the best for you
maybe my best was just not good enough for you
if you told me I'd try harder for you
but I still won't be good enough for you