666 Ways to Love You (feat. Lost Cause & Mikayla Hamilton)

I got 666 ways to love you
You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you
They ain't built like this no more
I don't need to even scores
Yo, I know I got problems
But tell me, can you help me solve em
Cause lately I feel like I'm back on the bottom
I'm back on the drugs, what do I do without em'
The last few months been a little bit sour
Everyday when I wake up I go to open the Bible
Like God please give me some sign to follow
Got a pocket full of pills and I'm probably gonna swallow em all
Then go and write me a song
I'll probably do this until I am gone
Leave me alone, let me be in my zone
Fuck all these hoes, I don't answer their calls
I don't trust no one, nobody at all
Maybe that's why I've been feeling so lost
Lately me and my family barely even talk
I'm sick of everybody, I'm ready to break a jaw, like fuck it
Lately I don't get no rest
I'm always feeling depressed,
Pop a Xanax to deal with the stress
I just wanna get the shit off my chest
Yeah, cause I need some change
Hate to admit it but I got some pain
So tell me can you love me for who I am
And then some and I promise that I'll do the same
I got 666 ways to love you
You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you
They ain't built like this no more
I don't need to even scores
I got 666 ways to love you
You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you
How are you death on two legs, save your breath, no need to waste
This depression, it eats me alive
But they think that they know me and push me aside
And the counselors say it's one day at a time
But each step I take I'm like ten more behind
And if I had that money that everyone flexed
I coulda had a chance to save my grandma's life
If I paid closer attention to detail my homie, he probably wouldn't have died
I'm sorry for bringing em up all the time
But I honestly think that I am traumatized
I sit and reflect on my life and decide
If tonight is the night that I am taking mine
This smile's a mask for unbearable pain
And I tell them they're right when they say that I changed
For better or worse, I think you know the answer
This PTSD makes me notice a pattern
Alone in this battle, I'm swapping out faces
And I'm scared to death that I won't ever make it
I'm killing the old me and leaving no traces
I just want respect, I don't care if I'm famous
And once I go numb, I think that is the cue
At this point, I have like nothing to lose
I'm tied to these strings, and I'm grounded by roots
If the gun ends up jamming, I'm going like juice
I got 666 ways to love you
You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you
They ain't built like this no more, I don't need to even scores
I got 666 ways to love you
You can knock me off my high horse I won't judge you
How are you death on two legs, save your breath, no need to waste