Waiting Game

I get wasted off your shitty jokes and you softly trope
I can't get enough of you
I laugh way too hard at everything you say
It's getting in the way

So I sink down into the ground until nothings left around
All my spells have come undone and you'll be free in the midnight sun
This never worked you never liked my quirks you always said i was too loud
It's getting cold out in the rain but I still won't complain if i say too much i'll lose the waiting game

I make small talk with your mum and dad they think i'm bad for you
It's probably true
You're upstairs hiding your toy cars and all your scars
I have them too

Now I can't bare to hear the sound of rain
It just reminds me of your name
You stripped me bare out in the sun
Now all i am is a hit and run

So I sink down into the ground until nothings left around
All my spells have come undone and you'll be free in the midnight sun
This never worked you never liked my quirks you always said i was too loud
It's getting cold out in the rain but I still won't complain if i say too much i'll lose the waiting

Your games keep on pulling me down
And i can't keep up up
With your twisted words and your faded shirts
These days i get lost in the crowd of your sleepy eyes and your fleeting highs
So take a number and wait my turn
The only way ill ever learn
Maybe this time i'll burn

Nothings worth it in the end you were not my godsend