My Chest Hurts

[Verse 1]
I can't get up
A ghost behind me whispers, "Please don't go"
Someone here wants to talk
But all their faces are unfamiliar to me
I keep forgetting what you look like
My hand shakes and I remember
Your voice was my real first love
But mine was always too loud to hear you, mm

[Chorus 1]
My chest hurts
Maybe it's my fault
But I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hear your voice
She said, "Grow your hair out"
I wanna grow my hair out
I wish that'd it grow faster
I wish that I'd grow faster

[Verse 2]
Where are you in the silence?
Where are you in my heart?
And why can't you just tell me all the things
Oh, no no no
I forget that I don't know
I'm sorry for being so loud
I'm still learning to keep my voice down
And you're the only one I want that I don't know and I don't know
If I can have you the way I want
But then you'd know, wouldn't you
Better than I ever do

[Chorus 1]
My chest hurts
Maybe it's my fault
But I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hear your voice
She said, "Grow your hair out"
I wanna grow my hair out
I wish that'd it grow faster
I wish that I'd grow faster

[Bridge]
Won't you take me home?
I don't wanna be my own
Won't you take me home?
I don't wanna be my own anymore

[Chorus 2]
Well, my chest may still hurt
And maybe it's still my fault
But I wanna hold your hand
I just wanna hear your voice
She said, "Grow your hair out"
I wanna grow my hair out
I wish that it'd grow faster
I just wish that I'd grow faster