Do It Again

If you know me
Then maybe you'll understand
That I'ma go do what it takes until I fade away it's all part of the plan
How would you feel if you got betrayed by the people you callin your friends
That's why I went to the back and I killed all my feelins
And you know I'd do it again

You know I'm ill with the pen
Maybe I'm over my head
Maybe I'm lying
And all of the thoughts that I had that are constantly wishing I'm dead
They never stopped but I wish that I dropped
But I'm lookin for answers don't want it to end
This is just gas to the flame
I'm maskin the pain
But don't know how much I can lend
I've been a witness of seein a vision I feel like I know how I'm gonna die
It could be different I made a decision
I'm hopin the mission means I come alive
I'll make an addition I feel like that they never listen
No matter how hard that I try
Head on collision can leave you in prison
So everybody is wonderin why

Why I won't leave
I chose to be
If I don't leave
Then I won't need
Won't need you
If you know me
Then maybe you'll understand
That I'ma go do what it takes until I fade away it's all part of the plan
How would you feel if you got betrayed by the people you callin your friends
That's why I went to the back and I killed all my feelins
And you know I'd do it again

I'll do it again
Prove that I'm movin I'll lose in the end
And I'm tryna ascend
I'm rising against all my demons
They're feedin and leavin me bleedin
I'm seekin revenge
I do not idolize
I try to revitalize
So I can prevent
Wait till finalize
That's when they analyze
Everything that I left
I'm puttin the hours
I'll wait till it's ours
Receive all the flowers the day that I'm dead
I ain't no coward
The voices are louder
So maybe I should listen to them instead
I'm hopin they lettin me die
I don't wanna revive
I don't wanna do it again
But then I go and I do it again
They wonder

Why I won't leave
I chose to be
If I don't leave
Then I won't need
Won't need you