Toxic Addiction

Yea'
See I don't know what to tell y'all hoes no more
I don't know
Yea'
You can't feel the way I feel right now
Promised you that I would stick around
Look where that got me
Look where that got me
Can't feel your heart beat
I tried to save you
They tried to stop me
Fuck what your girls said
Fuck all them captions
Fuck was we thinking
We both been drinking
They know all your stories full of lies
You can never tell me 'bout my pride
Can't believe that feel so entitled
'Cause I'm the one who loved you for your cycles
They don't know my patience was so vital
Telling people that you're a survivor
I don't know what you think you survived
I was blessed to come out this alive
Uh'
I don't take abuse from anybody else, but you
Tired of all this alcohol, but never tired of you
The torutures entertainment I was told that it's a drug
Treat her like a child imma' addict waking up
Fucking on the floor, and we was kissing in the tub
Go back like an hour, and five niggas had it rough
So much in my system I could tell it wasn't love
You just want control
You just wanted lust
I just wanted someone who would treat me with respect
Two years of you searching for attention over text
Knowing all those niggas trynna lead it all to sex
All that trynna tell me I was tripping caused neglect
Lying on my name girl you know where I can take it
Save your reputation girl I swear you ain't that famous
That's the only reason why you still cannot admit shit
Telling all them stories tell em' what happened on Christmas
Telling me that linking with that nigga didn't mean shit
I was so naive, and so in love that I believed it
Took me out the picture, and you tried to let em' fuck
Tell me to my face, and your excuse was I was drunk
(Look where that got me)
(Look where that got me)
(Can't feel your heart beat)
(I tried to save you)
(They tried to sto-)