Boy Toy (batteries not included...)

I've been doing this way too often
It's been so long since I've felt something
And I don't mean to be such a weirdo
I just wanna chance... but not so anymore
I don't really wanna fight this feeling
I'm too drunk and I can't think clearly
Just gimme one more little rom com love line
And say you'll love me to another fucking life time

I'm not your little boy toy
I'm not your little boy toy
I hope you feel all of the, love, joy
But I am not your little boy toy

Come close to sleep with demons
They know all of your secrets
I feel the weight coming through
Over on my chest... you know I need to breathe
Fall out and start it over
My god I'm such a poser
I'm sure you think it to be
But are you thinking of me?

I'm not your little boy toy
I'm not your little boy toy
I hope you feel all of the, pain, joy
But I am not your little boy toy

And sometimes I will breathe, very many words that I don't mean
And oh, sometimes I will take, that very same single breathe away
Because I don't wanna live, though I don't really wanna die
But to cease to exist, well that sounds like the life

I'm not your little boy toy
I'm not your little boy toy
I hope you feel not a goddamn thing joy
But I am not your little boy toy