Recluse

I'm scared of being stagnant
Scared of losing my balance
Mentally I'm absent
Slowly gliding through traffic
Going through the motions
Slowly rolling
Taking my time
Tell me what happens
Tell me what happens
Tell me what happens
Tell me what

My pretty recluse
Tell me what's the use
My beautiful mess
Got a lot on your chest
Take it off
Tell me why you so pressed
Wouldn't be doing the most if you could appreciate less doing my-
My pretty recluse
Tell me what is the use
My beautiful mess
Got a lot on your chest
Take it off
Tell me why you so pressed
Wouldn't be doing the most when you could appreciate less
Doing my best
(Try to stay strong)
(You know I won't take long)
Doing my best
(Try to stay strong)
(You know I won't take long)

Tell me what happens when your swimming through static
High but caught between the roof and the attic
I'm on my way out
The sun might crack through the ceiling
Depending on how I'm feeling
This loneliness kinda healing
So for now I'm just chillin
If it's not
One thing than it's the other
Thinking too much
Now my head getting cluttered
Thinking too much
Now my mind is in the gutter
The thoughts in my head'll turn my brain into a gusher
Eventually me myself and my enemy's
All that's left of my entity
Only speak in extremities
Blame it all on my tendencies
I- (goddamn)
Things never really go according to the plan
Tell me what happens when I fall down and land on my face
Tell me what happens when I reach the end of the race
In last place
Tell me what happens
Tell me what happens
Tell me what

My pretty recluse
Tell me what's the use
My beautiful mess
Got a lot on your chest
Take it off
Tell me why you so pressed
Wouldn't be doing the most if you could appreciate less doing my-
My pretty recluse
Tell me what is the use
My beautiful mess
Got a lot on your chest
Take it off
Tell me why you so pressed
Wouldn't be doing the most when you could appreciate less
Doing my best