Sickness

In my world that's crumbling it's smothering
Got the weight on my shoulders now
Eating me consuming me
The pressures about to break
I'm losing all my hope
And as I choke upon my fear I think about
All the times I never tired
And wondered why I couldn't live my life
Medicine can't help me
Sealed my wounds but I still bleed

Sickness ruined my life
It loves to drag me down
Captured and poisoned my mind
Turn me against myself
Robbed me of my pride
You always take away
Slowly killing me

Can't understand what's going on
Feels like everything's going against me
Held down by all the questioning
Always hindering me
I'm fighting and I'm dying
Pushing straight forward but always falling behind
What's the secret life is hiding from me
I don't know how to get by
Everyday just gets worse
Wipe me from the face of the earth

Sickness tainted my life
It always drags me down
Tortured and plagued my mind
Turn me against myself
Stripped me of my pride
You know just what to take
Swiftly killing me

Pain kills the soul inside
Take me so far away far here
So I can escape all of my fears
Searching for a little peace of mind
In a time where everything feels fine

Sickness wasted my life
It always drags me down
Conquered imprisoned my mind
It turns me against myself
Severed all of my pride
It always takes away
Slowly killing me it makes it hard to breath
Swiftly killing me it brings me to my knees
Won't you just finish me