Drowning Fool

Ever feel like you want to die
When you've been living a lie
Pressure building raging inside
Trapped underwater hands tied
Stress headaches are getting worse
Shove it down until it hurts
Feel somethings about to burst
Meltdown this is a red alert

I'm just a drowning fool wasting my life away
Searching for something somewhere that will never come true no
Dark cloud over me raining lies soaked in regret
Another empty bottle it'll be the one to consume you

Living just to die dying just to live
Both seem impossible to achieve
In a life that feels like dying
And dying feels like the only way to live

I'm just a drowning fool wasting my life away
Searching for something somewhere that will never come true no
Dark cloud over me raining lies soaked in regret
Another empty bottle it'll be the one to consume you

Drowning away in all my fears and regrets
Trying to gain some confidence to make it through
Drowning away in all my loss and emptiness
Numb it out until my thoughts are subdued

It feels like I'm drowning
It feels like I'm dying
And I'm not denying
And I'm not lying
Ever fell like dying ever feel like trying
Ever feel like dying ever feel like trying
Ever feel like lying down in a hole
I'd give everything just to feel nothing
They come for me bringing agony they make me bleed
They watch and see how far i go until i have to beg and plead
Everything in life consumed by nothingness
So sick of this I can't resist the darkness of the abyss
Skies are falling waters rising end is coming
Walls are closing in light is fading dim so let this life ascend