CORRUPTION.

Where you been, tryna find you, I've been lost
Searching high and low, my weary heart
Hope you get my message, hope you hear me
Do you hear me? Do you hear me?
A battle for control,
It's savage how it cultivate
You stagnant with open arms, flattered by my charm
From your family, you was running away
Running from the walls, you was captive and
Flattered by the passion that you harness,
Fast forward, now we arguing punching holes in the wall
Just wonder how we started and where was we going wrong?
Hold my hands, but from my grip you slip and sip to cope
Maybe I'm tripping
Maybe I'm the reason we weren't close
Tryna go through my phone make me private my post,
Your side of the bed nowadays remain cold
Never tried to find another; You still hold a place and I hate it
I get the sentiment you hate me too
No sense in trying to change it
I hope you get this message
I hope you understand that what happened wasn't my intention
I hope you understand what I lack is good comprehension
I'm sure that you see a positive future that don't include me
Where you been, tryna find you, I've been lost
Searching high and low, my weary heart
Hope you get my message, hope you hear me
Do you hear me?
(Lost at sea)
Do you hear me?
I'm listening to your words but couldn't tell what you meant
Feel like you want me but you're not a hundred percent
Bag on you just like I covered the rent
No expense was too expensive, drain my pockets, you addictive like fent
I'm steady staring at you, just had to mask my obsession
Hopefully I made a good first impression
I look into your eyes, the way they shine, I think I saw my reflection
Then I see you walking in my direction
Then my heart started racing, hands shaking
I'm stuttering over my words, look at you, got me hesitating
I'm trying to read your mind, hoping you feel the same
I recognize that you were fine, I can't remember my name, that shit's a shame
Beauty stunning, heart of gold in conjunction
Smile from you and I just lose all my function
If only I had seen all of the warning signs before the eruption
Now I'm caught up in a life of corruption