Running Out

Look, welcome to the life that I live, [?]
Nice swimming far but the type to forget
When they get close not to bite other kids
Wanna step on my toes and the five fingers itch
Walk around town with the vice on my grip
Flipping my tongue, get the ice off the tip
It's just the price of this shit, look
I've been sipping poison, if I lose focus at the noise and
Break it down like it's a boy band, get the nod of disappointment
Hold up, feeling older
But still get rolled up in all this bullshit I thought was over
So much is oldеr
I'm not the only one lashing out in the coldеr
Hold there, hold the door but don't go there
Not before I'm imploding
Guess I just know this, I'm in the [?] strolling
At just the right place, I could die any moment
I could die any moment, yeah I could die any moment
Look, I was on the, I was on them I was on the way
Feeling like I emptied out my pockets everyday
Feeling like I can't really offer an escape
Barely skating by, feel the opposite of fate
Yeah, I was on the, I was on the wrong path
For all I know, I'm still on that
Gave up the world without combat
Need a new lens, I'm out of contacts
It's a pretty vague concept
I don't wanna enter no contest
I just be here spitting my conscience
It's funny when I'm running out of content