Rattrap
Hook:
Starting to
Really feel
Like people
Just wanna
Kill that they
Dont wanna
Heal
Makes me scared
Makes me scared
Makes me scared
For my family
Verse 1:
Most times im calm
And collected
Introspective and
Over complex
Intuitive elected
In
Retrospective
But ive gotten
Fears over the
Years like when i was
17 and i had
No money no house
And no job i
Got my girl
Pregnant my momma
Was happy but it was
2 years after i left
Her vacant
I was just
Learning how to
Grow up
Graduated grade 12
Thought alot
About myself i was
Fearing death of my
Unborn son
My girl has epilepsy
So i feared her
Life too
I was battle
Rapping a local
Rapper in front of
My entire
School i choked up
A couple of times
I didn't wanna come across
Too aggressive
To many
People
Wouldve called me
Out fearing my
Rap career would never
Start fearing my
Fans would forever
Leave me in the
Dark fear of
Having forever
No creative
Spark
I play the man
Without fear card
Alot but
My fears
Materialized
As far back
As noahs
Ark back when
I read bibles
And heard my
Upstairs
Neighbors
Thumping
Heavier
Then the fear
Of me losing my
Mother too
Drug addiction
Leaving me
Alone
In a foster
Home
Hook:
Starting to
Really feel
Like people
Just wanna
Kill that they
Dont wanna
Heal
Makes me scared
Makes me scared
Makes me scared
For my family
Verse 2:
Rapping fearing
Ill miss a beat
Hope you dont
Mistreat hearing
Me
Fear of
Getting shot
Especially by
A native thinking
Hes a cholo
With a Glock
Bolo looking blades
Chalk kept
In their pockets
Fear swept
My feet like
The fear
Of losing my
Family and my
Job losing
All hope of security
Losing my home
Fear of my
Homies dying just
Because of this rap
Shit
Fear of losing
Fans because you
Get sick of
My shit i spit
Fear of the
Conmen killing
My father that
He saw and
Talked to in
His mind
Dude was
On coke
Had no
Other way
To cope
Fear of
Death from
My own
Parents
Momma repeatedly
Stating she wanna
Kill herself
Dadda repeatedly
Saying shut the
Fuck up
Fear of
Becoming like
Them
So many fears
So many broken
Mirrors
Now look at
Me after all these
Years
Hook:
Starting to
Really feel
Like people
Just wanna
Kill that they
Dont wanna
Heal
Makes me scared
Makes me scared
Makes me scared
For my family
Verse 3:
Rattrap looks to optimus for
Acceptance
I try my hardest
To get accepted
But i know they
Won't let a broke
Boy make money
Off his local job
Takeover the rap
Game because of the fear
Of loss
They think of me
As a white male
Not a native crossed
Who hates being
White and everything
It entitles me too
I dont do this for me
I do this for all
Of you because who
Else gonna give
You insight on
This life like i do