Spiral smile

[Intro]
Man, what's changed?

[Verse]
I built reputation quietly where others cried
I ain't worried 'bout killers 'cause I got seven kinds
And I'm just talking games, yeah, I'm stayin' inside
I can't come for any throats, I wanna see this life
If you queue with me, I could aid your mind
And I might even fix mine
But it ain't gonna be easy
Switching back and forth when we on FaceTime
I just hope you believe me
Tryna believe me
'Cause I trust you
And I know its not a front because I love you
If I ever fuck it up, you better run
Past the hesitance and what you thought it was
Rather you be happy and alone than stuck with a bum
Fucking every day for fun
Found you at the time I was about to hang it up
Sometimes I lay awake at night dreading what could come
But i done changed my mind I can leave behind the fuss
I think I've said enough to you
I can redirect
You been gave me peace in the same hand dread
Pitched around ending up a secret best kept
Leave it all behind I don't need 2 be the best
I'ma get my certi' in Cali, then I'ma jet
What the fuck I'm s'posed to do?
Hang around and end up like a ghost to crews
That I don't even know?
If I write this story, still that ain't how it goes
Don't believe in God, but I needed you to judge my soul
Still tryna repent for everything I did
Writing honest feels like bleeding through the pen
Let it in
Yeah, everything you fear, yeah, let it in
Make sure that your story said
I'll see every page is read
Yeah, I see red
Close my eyes I can see your time of death
Tighten up, won't be happy when your saga ends
We can see it in your posts, you ain't been chillin' yet