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[Intro]
Hey Mel, umm, I just read your peach post, and got your texts last night, and I liked your peach post without reading the comments first, and I'm just checking to see if you're okay, umm

(Take it out out out)
(In the bath room room)
(Keep it in your phone case)
(Keep it close to you)
(Take it out out out)
(In the bath room room)
(Keep it in your phone case)
(Keep it close)

[Verse 1]
I wish I fuckin worked right
I wanna take walks on the westside
Without feeling like I might die
Static tearing out the night sky
I wish I fuckin worked right
I wanna take walks on the westside
Without feeling like I might die
Static tearing out the night sky

[Chorus]
I don't wanna wake you
I don't wanna bother
I don't wanna fakе it
It's obvious I'm not her
Caught in my obsessions
Or just being honеst
I'm a disappointment
Say it's not ironic

[Verse 2]
I get kinda scared to talk sometimes
Feel like I'm faking my whole life
And all the stupid shit that makes me cry
Thinking I should let it pass me by
Better people wrote all my best lines
And they're out there living their best lives
I'm so caught up tryna make up lies
Out of people tryna have a good time

Sometimes I wonder if they hear me
I'm quiet but i feel like I'm screaming
See how long I can live without breathing
And if I get it just right I can push those feelings
Right down, forget about it
Go out, get fucked up, shouting
I'm alive for now because I found a way to kill myself

[Chorus]
I don't wanna wake you
I don't wanna bother
I don't wanna fake it
It's obvious I'm not her
Caught in my obsessions
Or just being honest
I'm a disappointment
Say it's not ironic

[Outro]
I get kinda scared to talk sometimes
Cause I know i'm taking my own life
Why am I always so afraid to die (Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing)
If it's not even the first time I tried (Facedown, pavement)

Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing
Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing
Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing
Facedown, pavement

And, umm, please call me