Leave

I'll tell you how I feel
But please don't act like it's a surprise
Full disclosure made the laughs seem real
Just turns to white noise after some time

It's too late it's too late for me
You'd never stay, always vacancy
I'll just pretend for the night
That you're her in disguise

Why can't I just leave behind
Thoughts of when you were mine?
Why can't I just see you cry?
So it isn't just my tears that fall

Tried to bare it all, you'd never give it all
Gotta rub it in thick
It wasn't an easy time
But at least you were mine

I know she lie, she heel
Swear it's all her, that is what I've surmised
You see my shadow with a darker teal
By the time that they all realise

You always playing off what you saying?
You want that rush of something you craving
He's just a friend what you been saying?
That's just a game that boy be playing

Tell me you love him, so I know
Now that you still don't love me
My house has never been a home
With you, just a hotel lobby

Why can't I just leave behind
Thoughts of when you were mine?
Why can't I just see you cry?
So it isn't just my tears that fall

Tried to bare it all, you'd never give it all
Gotta rub it in thick
It wasn't an easy time
But at least you were mine

Tell me you love him, so I know
Now that you still don't love me
My house has never been a home
With you, just a hotel lobby