Myself prod. Scarface Martin

Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you don't know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you don't know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

Ill buy your lies i swear
Im your top consumer
And ive been tryna smile alot
But it's not for humor
Its a mask to hide the pain
Thats rooted in me like tumors
If a doctors finna operate tell
Em use a bazooka
They ask me why i wanna kill myself
I guess thats cause everyday i
Don't feel like myself
My soul and my emotions are
But remnants on a shelf
My thoughts so hot i feel
Like my skulls finna melt
I often wonder why i had to hold it down
While you went and fucked around
Told me we were safe and sound
Took my heart and then you
Tossed it on the ground
Took my heart and then you
Tossed it on the ground
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you don't know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you don't know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

I know that ive never been the best
But if you get one more text from your ex
Im catchin a flight to snap his neck
Boy stop spittin for aesthetic you just
Love to play to pretend
I fucking hate you ill let everyone know
If we ever cross paths im
Stickin you in the nose
Bullets in his body yeah thats
Just a Holy Ghost
This ain't even close too the
Range that my anger goes
Ive been stabbed in the back
Way too many fuckin times
Ive been trippin hopin karma comes
And has you traumatized
And i know all about the sick
And sadistic shit you like
My shoulders feelin like boulders with
These devils and i

Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you don't know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you don't know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself