Deperson

Everything has felt hollow
Since you were taken away
It's getting harder to swallow
It seems my grief has been delayed
But now I feel upended
Easily offended
I let every little sentence hurt
Captivated by the grapevine
Assimilated by the hive mind
Gonna smoke myself into a hearse
Deperson
It is how it seems
I'm running low on dreams
I never thought I'd be in this situation
I've been unabashedly idealist all my life
Every action rehearsed
Every impulse is cursed
Ill-fated fossil fuels of my imagination
This helplessness is learned
And I'm trying to forget but
Sometimes you just gotta take the L
There's no getting round this inevitable hell so
I'm gonna own my grief and feel
Before I lose any more of my self
The path to meaning misled me
So I turned the opposite way
Tell me; what good has come of my virtues?
I versed myself in vices instead
Now I am liked and enabled by my associations
Who needs a deeper empathy?
I embraced the absurd but its indifference remains towards me
I embraced the absurd but its indifference remains towards me
Deperson
Sometimes you just gotta take the L
There's no getting round this inevitable hell so
I'm gonna own my grief and feel
Before I lose any more of my self
And I don't want to forget
But it's too much to retain
I must accept myself for what I am
(Recycle yourself)
I must accept myself for what I am
I am trash just like everybody else
Sometimes you just gotta take the L
There's no getting round this inevitable hell so
I'm gonna own my grief and feel
Before I lose any more of my self
Deperson
And I don't want to forget