CYCLES

Just another day up in this life
Trynna make it work, but I can't get it right
Some days I be feeling like
There might just be a better way but I'll keep rotting till that day
Smoke until I pass out, fuck until She crash out
I just quit the drugs today
She's hoping I don't lash out
I been up for months and days just Thinking bout the past now
Hoping that I fade away but I could never
Back out cause I'm in too deep
Right now I don't get no sleep
Family on the line, barely got the time
I just hope that they pray for me
Cause I don't know if it's safe for me
But all I know is I play for keeps
But still can't take one second off unless it's drinks and drugs Involved, I
Tell you that I'm okay but I'm bleeding deep inside
Lose the ones that's closest and I keep wondering why
I'm caught up in this cycle but I guess this shits just life
Smoke until I pass out, fuck until she crash out
I just quit the drugs today
She's hoping I don't lash out
I been up for months and days just thinking bout the past now
Hoping that I fade away but I could never
I could never
Oooh
I've been trying to break away
From this remedy for my pain
I don't think that I'll ever change
Smoke until I pass out
Fuck until she crash out
I just quit the drugs today
Try to take my life then I'll roll the dice and I'll risk it all
Doesn't matter if you're down for me
Cause I'll take the fall