My All

From the moment you saw the light
I did everything to prepare you for the fight
Out the door at two in the morning
I couldn't give them a warning
The water drop touches that never stop there
Flowers in the garden to deflate his air
It's been you and me against the world
I tried to protect you from the burdens I'll hold
And peach we can work this out
The lies I've told to bail us out
Trauma I wouldn't let you bring
When they sting first you sting
Now to you my trauma unfolds
At your sanity it pulls
You want the ugly truth it bites
Let me sit you down be ready for the light
You weren't meant to see my worst
It really is a fucking curse
I meant every single word
Even if it wasn't what you heard
Funny I ended up in the dark
Trying to stop the monsters that used you
Faster than the spark becomes fire
But I'm really not the victim you were in the crossfire
They called you delicious
To your innocence so vicious
Scared of what happens if I leave
But your stonecold message I received
You weren't meant to see my worst
It really is a fucking curse
I meant every single word
Even if it wasn't what you heard
We can work with all the lies
And together cross the finish line
So now you make the final call
Just know in the end I gave it my all
I gave you
My best
And you threw it out
Like the rest
I gave you
My all
So don't I deserve a call
I gave you
My best
And you threw it out
Like the rest
I gave you
My all
So don't I deserve a call
You weren't meant to see my worst
It really is a fucking curse
I meant every single word
Even if it wasn't what you heard
We can work with all the lies
And together cross the finish line
You know everyone has a breaking point
And your gaze holds me at gunpoint
Oh now you wanna mow over my blossoms
So now you make the final call
Just know in the end I gave it my all
You weren't meant to see my worst
It really is a fucking curse
I meant every single word
Even if it wasn't what you heard
We can work with all the lies
And together cross the finish line
You know everyone has a breaking point
And your gaze holds me at gunpoint
Oh now you wanna mow over my blossoms
So now you make the final call
Just know in the end I gave it my all
So now you make the final call
Just know in the end I gave it my all