Letter To Myself

[Verse 1}
I got the soul of an angel and the mind of a devil
I just need to do better, but I'm no longer better
That's why I write this letter, now you put this together
Let's do this shit together cuz lately I'm changing weathers
I was born with a purpose, was it joining the service?
Now I don't think it's worth it or maybe I'm feeling nervous
But I ain't picture-perfect inside, I had been hurting, no lie
This shit ain't working, surprise, I'll keep on working so I
Spit out my heart in these lines, this an emotional time
I ain't gon' bicker or cry, but I got demons inside
Is this where I go? Reside, I ain't gon' switch up, no sides
Deep down I feel like I died, Jesus, please help me revive

[Pre-Chorus]
I been saying blessings, I don't know if it's gon' help
Cus everyday I'm stressing, wrote this letter to myself
I took my pride right off the dresser, set it on the shelf
And this the only message that I'm giving to myself

[Chorus]
Me versus my, me versus my, do it by myself
Me versus my, me versus my, I don't need no help
I been doing fine, I been doing fine, don't tell nobody else
But really it's a lie, I feel dead inside, letter to myself