FATHER I CAN'T EXPLAIN

Afraid to look back
focused is your mind
just wish you took a little time
to think things over now
But your life's a funny joke
and the circus is in town
So now who's the clown
slavering for a dime
waiting for quite anything
that'll keep you going round
Is my pain to be denied?
and my suffering pushed on the side?
Well not much to be said
when the loved one see you dead
erasing all the memories
and shouting on your grave
Feed the flowers with the rain
tell me father I can't explain!
My hands on the glass
waving at her plane
alone I stand for a summer-mare
enough with these complains
Guess the old one's really dead
cause the new one's not the same!
I miss the bird I knew
well I'm sure she'd miss me too
but she vanished and her evil twin
haunts me with her sins
If you see this love of mine
could you sing her these few lines
Oh if you see this love of mine
well sh'll tell you she won't have time