4904 (the Garfield Address)

I don't really feel blue anymore these days
Just sitting with my thoughts all clouded in a haze
I've been stuck in limbo, head in a daze
Don't think I feel at all, everything's grey
Just wanna go back- who I was before
She wasn't in her head, paved her own course
Took a falling house, 4904
Turned it into a palace, still she wanted more
Didn't really know, the truth of herself
Was kinda unaware, the power she held
Such a young doll, ready to raise hell
Got it from her mama, and she learned it well
And I know, I know, I know
I can't be led by what's behind me
Gotta keep on, keep on, keep on
Building better versions of me
What a pretty world
Funny how the best things I know
Were dreamed up sweetly by a funny, lonely little girl
Knew exactly how she wanted what
And when and where
I try my best not to think I'm running out of time
So for now
I'll breathe deep and try to build back up a fallen house