November

I'm feeling sad but what's new
I ate too much
I'm fat too
Darkest rings under my eyes
Before I sleep I cry
I stare at the rolls
On my body
Why so many
I feel like a doll
Plastic happy
Inside I'm empty
My mom thinks it's a bad mood
Tells me to fix my attitude
My bed's my only safe space (I could be in bed forever)
In this world I have no place
I can't fall asleep
Though I'm tired
Pills required
No food so I am weak
I feel fragile
I fake a good smile
I could stay in bed forever
I just hope that it gets better
I just hope that it gets better