Her

She's the best worse nightmare
Puts a filter on everything
The fine line lying between
Meaningful and meaningless
Shouldn't care about mistakes cause you'll be gone anyway

Spending life struggling
Trying to keep friendships
She slowly invades the space
We're carrying her weight
Feel her presence closer everyday

Crawlin', crumblin', spiralin'
Am I dead yet?

Breathe her in
Breathe her out
Feel her energy spreading out
She's the joy and she's the pain
She's not wanted but she remains
Coming to hunt our souls
Break it all and shake your bones
While feeling the other's more than your own

Feel alive only to tear us apart
So unfair - but the only reason we're here
Based on when we disappear
Might need a change of perspective

Crawlin' and crumblin' and, spiralin'
Why does it keep us from livin'?

Breathe her in
Breathe her out
Feel her energy spreading out
She's the joy and she's the pain
She's not wanted but she remains
Coming to hunt the soul
Break it all and shake your bones
While feeling the other's more than your own

Why do we always have to question it?
Something so mysteriously part of living
A side we cannot not help but imagine
And she's hard to accept
Regardless
We make plans
For we'd rather loose than regret

Breathe her in
Breathe her out
Feel her energy spreading out
She's the joy and she's the pain
She's not wanted but she remains
Coming to hunt our souls
Break it all
And shake our bones
While feeling the other's more than your own