Afraid
I’ve been through hell and back
Yeah
I’ve been through hell and back
I’ve been stressing
I’m just tryna get away
Out here looking for the cure to my pain
Looking for the sunshine through the rain
Came back home and shit is not the same
I’m low for the moment
How will I bounce back?
I rap on track with the hopes of getting my life on track
The shit I’m dealing with is crazy
I question God
Why the fuck did you make me?
My parents should’ve thought twice when it came to having a baby
I know I’m a blessing
I didn’t know blessings were made for stressing
That’s allI’m tryna to say
Don’t be fooled by the smile that’s on my face
I’m still going through the pain
Im trying not to use your name in vain
Things get low and she gets tough
I know what it feels like to feel like you not enough
You can look yourself in the mirror
But to love yourself creates fear
How can I love me?
Why is it always me that’s tryna to hurt me?
Why do I feel so left out?
All I want to do is make my family proud
Some days I feel like I don’t want to live
But I got so much to give
All I need is some patience
Abusing myself mentally because I haven’t made it
That shit really fucks with a young mans head
Got me feeling unstable
I wonder if I’ll able to prosper to make it though
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love myself and afraid to love you
I don’t want what I go through to hurt you
I know you had too many guys try to you use
I know you broken down inside
Always on the gram looking at your likes
You see I’m not perfect
I know it sounds weird
But I’m still healing and I’m still hurting
A little conversation with you got me nervous
The last thing I want to do is cause some damage
You got a heart that’s gold and a mind that’s precious
This life can be so confusing, all I really got is this music
I don’t wanna take the drugs
I don’t wanna abuse it
I seen it happen first hand
I know what it does to a family man
I know what it does to a child
Feel like I’ve been running for miles and miles
But I can’t seem to find myself
Fuck love I’ll end by myself
It seems like every time I need some help
I can never get no help
I said fuck love I’ll end up by myself
It’s seems like every time I need some help
I can never get no help
I can never get no help
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose
Afraid to love because who you love you might lose
You might lose