Phantom

How do I
Live in this skin
Knowing what I know
Seeing what they've shown
Primordial one
Anoint me with the power I need
To endure the soul split
As I fade into the abyss
Reality betrays me
I long to feel nothing
Hold me in your eyes
Before they take it all away
Before they take it all away
Hold me closer before I go
Fade away
Into nothing
Drowning in the constellations
I felt you in the afterglow
But didn't embrace it
No good thing lasts forever
No good thing lasts forever
Caught in the spiral of time and space
Understand that nothing's real here
Forget my face
Even if I could do it all again
I'd still do it wrong
Even if I could do it all again
I'd still do it wrong
Hold me closer before I go
Fade away
Into nothing
I take comfort in knowing I will soon be
Nameless, void of ego
Fading into the abyss
Formless, void of body
Drifting into the abyss
Soulless, void of spirit
Sinking away into nothing
Fading into the abyss
Fading into the abyss
Fading into the abyss