Scared of being alone

[Verse 1]
Scared, lost
Alone, off
These are things I’ve always been
Things that have caused me to sin
I will never get a win

[Chorus]
I’ve always been scared
My heart is broken and can never be repaired
I’ve always been a burden
I don’t want to be seen, please close the curtain
I’m a mess that can never be cleaned up

[Verse 2]
Explain my pain and write my name
In a Death Note so I can feel pain
And die a death that’ll be good for me
Makе fun of me please, ‘causе everyone else has done it poorly

[Bridge]
A four leaf clover will help with my bad luck
But sometimes I don’t give a fuck
How have I been hurt so much but never been in a cast
Something that will always remind me of my past
And remind me that I’m lonely ‘cause no one will sign it
I’ve never cut myself, but I should try it

[Chorus]
I’ve always been scared
My heart is broken and can never be repaired
I’ve always been a burden
I don’t want to be seen, please close the curtain
I’m a mess that can never be cleaned up