​desolation

[Verse 1]
I used to be stronger than this
I miss the days I didn't wanna fuckin die
This pain, this sorrow, I can no longer hide
So hard, these days, I wanna say goodbye

[Chorus]
How did I fall so far
How did I get these scars
Is it something that I did or
Am I just meant to suffer, to suffer
To suffocate in my own tears every night
Whatever happened to the one I used to know
I had a lively home, I knew where to go
I had self-esteem and pride, not so long ago
But look at me now, hopeless and alone

[Verse 2]
Even though I have all thеse friends by my side
Thе hurt don’t subside, I still wanna die
I cry every night, like a spear went through my heart
And every passing day, Im being torn apart

[Chorus]
How did I fall so far
How did I get these scars
Is it something that I did or
Am I just meant to suffer, to suffer
To suffocate in my own tears every night
Whatever happened to the one I used to know
I had a lively home, I knew where to go
I had self-esteem and pride, not so long ago
But look at me now, hopeless and alone

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
How did I fall so far
How did I get these scars
Is it something that I did or
Am I just meant to suffer, to suffer
To suffocate in my own tears every night
Whatever happened to the one I used to know
I had a lively home, I knew where to go
I had self-esteem and pride, not so long ago
But look at me now, hopeless and alone