No Answers

I ain't never had an answer written On my big chest
Maybe it's because of the feelings I've been suppressing
My life is a dream
I am on that TV screen
I'm being seen
Millions in the crowd cheering all for me
Being loved is my number one focus
Friends and family just feel like a bonus
Fans are the true people
I've been just hoping
Appreciated not educated I am the chosen
No Answers, I've been trying now
Its over
Spinning round and round
In the holster
I keep saying sorry like I really ain't kosher
If it wasn't for me my fathers breath would have been over
Bipolar
Thoughts been running through my mind
Get em like a soldier, at this point
It all feels similar to a roller coaster
I don't give a fuck what you pussies done told us
Aye
I am so lost yet I found myself
Really got me good
I really had to excel
Roll up in this bitch
They gon next call me Pharrell
Called his bitch up
Acting like I was booking hotel
They ask me what to do
I don't know mane, I've just been
Following my heart
So it seems to work again