Better Days
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Right now I'm missing who I used to be
Wishing I was happy as I was but I refuse to be
I keep on asking why do I feel down when nothin happened
Days keep on passing I think part of this just comes with rapping
The devils laughing everyone thinks im overreacting
Im supposedly acting but they don't know me like that and
For some reason this is how im feeling lately
Something changed me
I wonder why im feeling so damn crazy
Thinking too much all the time I know I should talk daily
Im insane see
Ill pray to God and see if he can save me
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Better days better days
Praying for better days
I wanna jump in my car and then head away
When I am lost in my thoughts I remember days
I remember when we loved December days
Snow gave us delays was cold but we still played
Not worried bout time didn't realize it will fade
Blink of an eye and my childhoods done
Take me back one more time when we used to have fun
Used to play in the yard we would laugh we would run
Stay outside till its dark until there was no sun
Mom can he just stay over but homework theres none
I can't believe that now im not so young
This world is so fucked up and now that we grew up we see it
Sometimes I just wanna leave it
My soul feels so trapped sometimes I wanna free it
I say it I mean im losing to demons
My brain and my heart I think they got between it
I gotta keep fighting ill try to defeat it
Im trying to beat it I gotta release it
But sometimes when I try too hard I just feed it
I fear it it sees it I hear it stop eating
Its digging a hole in my brain underneath it
It goes for my soul I cannot let it reach it
Im taking control I don't want it
I need it
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away
Bring me to better days
I need this pain away
Seems like my days are gray
I'm praying that it fades away